Here lie the hidden mysteries of my heart

17. Female. Heartbroken. Coffee, conversation, tattoos, piercings, stretched ears, weed, drinking, Harry Potter, cats, and your mom.
This is everything I can't post on my personal. So I won't use my name or have pictures of myself but if you're wondering who I am or want my personal just message me.
If you ever need someone to talk to, confess to, rant to, anything- remember I'm here and I will listen. I know what it's like to feel all alone.

I found a way to hurt myself without hurting myself.

The whole cutting thing is really messed up, and too bloody for me- I would fail at starving myself because I love food, so I started gauging my ears. Bonus-it’s something my ex hates.

I’m up to 4’s now so the pain isn’t extreme, but that feeling, right when I force the next size in is so clarifying. It makes everything real, pulls me out of the fog I sit in all day. It makes me focus on it and nothing else. It’s a good pain.

I wonder if anyone else has done this or if I’m just super lame.

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